
I'm back among the living after spending the last two months at my desk, writing a 40,000-word manuscript that will eventually be a book about trading risk-free Christianity for red-letter discipleship. Its working title is "Follow Me", but I don't yet know what the actual title will be. Revell (a division of the Baker Publishing Group) will be releasing the book one year from now (February 2011) after a year-long editing and printing process.
So now that I have a little break from writing, I think I'll ... write ... about writing. Here is some of what I have learned.
• Writing is lonely. In order to write well, I need a distraction-free environment. That means sitting at my desk, alone, staring at the wall, day after day after day. If not for the pressure of the deadline, I'd be calling friends and heading for Starbucks every day. And now that the deadline has passed, I'm playing catch-up on social time. If I look a little unkempt and wild-eyed, give me a break—I've been inside for the past two months.
• Writing is work. I've read from many excellent writers that their words do not come as easily as readers imagine, and to that I say amen. Writing is like trying to create a masterpiece from modeling clay. You manipulate it tirelessly, then stand back and say, "How ghastly." And you smash it with your fist and start over. And over again. I am tired at the end of the day.
• Writing is fulfilling. For me, anyway. You know the feeling you get when you put your heart and soul into something that you know God made you to do, and you feel His Spirit working through you? I get that feeling every once in a while when I write. And there is a feeling of accomplishment standing on top of a 40,000-word mountain.
• Writing is humbling. There have been times when I have been paralyzed, unable to write anything because I know that I won't get a second chance to say what I want to say. There is a permanence to it that makes me want to be a better writer than I am. But at some point I have to just do what I do, trusting God to somehow use my flawed expressions to help people connect with the One who has no flaws. But isn't that what we all have to do?
When in the last two months have you been humbled by God's working through you?